This is about a boy
I love talking to myself on this blog. IDK where to even share it lol.
That's beside the point of this blog post though, I've been thinking about my most recent boyfriend. My second boyfriend ever. Basically my dream guy. And even though we've been broken up for like 5 months and we only dated for two weeks, I'm still having trouble forgetting about him. I think its because I had a massive crush on him before we dated.
And also I'm like 99% sure he doesn't even care about me even though the version of him that appeared in my dream said he did. And like i also tried to get a rebound guy and it literally didn't work? And i cant even attempt to get back with him because
1. he has strict parents that don't let him date
2. he's kind of stupid (even though i love him)
I also cant forget him because his friends post pictures of him all the time and I cant help but look at them because he's so cute and stupid. Seeing his friends post about him all the time started all of this; i saw his friends TikTok about him with melancholic ass music in the back and it immediately brought me back to yearning for a guy that does not care about me. like what😍
