I no longer care about boys.
Crazy, right? I had an epiphany. I don't need a boy in my life, I just want a close male friend. A boyfriend is okay, but you're expected to be romantic and I HHHAAATTEEE being romantic. I am very minimally affectionate.
And FUCK the last guy I dated. he's just a meat head. He's too stupid for someone to date; a mamas boy. I honestly have no idea what I saw in him, he's just like every single other guy. There is literally nothing special about him. The only thing that was kind of appealing about him was the fact that he could draw and was close to my height.
Have I mentioned on here that I have a distain for taller guys? There are three all tall all brunette guys in my life right now and I only like one of them. The first guy, guy #1 is trying to go for two girls at the same time (me and my friend??) and he both started talking to us after we both became single like a month apart. He's definitely shooting for my friend much harder though because she's 100% his type but he's a giant creep who cant flirt so its weird.
Guy #2 is in my 4th period and he sits right next to me and I just don't like him. He makes bad jokes, and looks like Anne Boleyn as a man. He's also wayyy too tall to be normal. But I'm oddly attracted to him? But apparently he has a girlfriend which is hard to believe in the first place.
Guy #3 is the best of the three. He's kind, funny, smart, and I've never met him IRL. I know he's a real person though because we've called multiple times and he has pictures posted of him publicly. He also introduced me to his brother and his entire friend group which is neat. I think he fills the hole in my heart that is in dire need of a male bff.
